Im so exhasted.Like all the time. Is that normal with bpd. My head also hurts so much. im trying to be strong for everyone as im married and have a little boy. But some times i just want to give up and die. I dont have much help from my mental health team. All i want is the proper help. ive been struggling for years. I dont think i can take any more. I hate myself so much. Everything about me is ugly. HELP
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exhausted and cant go on
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Posts: 8 (10/31/09 17:52:23) |
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Posts: 27 (11/01/09 15:44:50) |
Hi!
You're doin really well and sayin out loud that you don't feel so good is a huge thing!! where are you from? i'm from the uk and the mental health system here sucks! what sort of help have you had so far? I have two sons, and earlier this year I was feelin like you and od'd, I can honestly say it is the biggest regret of my life so really do all that you can to not get to that point. This is a great site for talkin to people and that helps a lot. The tiredness and headaches do go with the bpd often but you've gotta stay focused on the god stuff. here if you wanna chat x |
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Posts: 93 (11/02/09 01:43:53) |
I know from experience that when you get in moods like that it helps to talk to someone. If you can't actually talk to someone you know
"talking" on this site can help. Just getting your feelings out can make you feel better.
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vicky1978 |
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Posts: 9 (11/02/09 08:50:08) |
Im from hertfordshire. Where abouts are u?
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Posts: 6 (11/02/09 17:51:25) |
Hi there,
It is good that you do want the propper help for yourself. This is the first step. I am very sorry that things are so bad for you  . I am not familiar with
the mental health system in your country. Maybe being more proactive and fighting more for services , or even demanding it may help? Desparate need for
services ought to at least help you get seen faster ?
It does not seem right , that you have to be in so much pain and suffer like this. BPD , is known to have co morbid disorders along with this the disorders too. Such as depression. Are you prone to migraines? Have you been to a medical doctor? Maybe in the meantime you could go ? I know that I suffered from major depression and only just wanted to sleep all the the time, I did not even know it, that was causing the exhaustion. Also I was low on thyroid too. Along with being BPD . Sometimes when things get left undiagnosed it just becomes worse . I do not know if this is what is happening to you , however , it is worth something to look into. I hope you feel better. mscat |
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