I..have a fear I won't be accepted here either...after being shunned from the first place I joined after posting once, without being given a reason. After
waiting 7 days to get my account confirmed. I did nothing wrong...quite literally. All I said was that I was new...
Second place never let me in...
I..don't know if I have BPD. I can't find out because I'm never accepted anywhere...it's been a few months since I've seen my Nurse Practitioner, who diagnosed me with a depression/anxiety disorder. I'm on Prozac, but all it did was cure the "anxiety", made me a calmer person...
I'm just...I'm suffering here. So many triggers, I swing. Swing. Swing. SWING. The mood changes, swings, they HURT. They make me fold into myself, and maybe I'll feel my eyes swell up with tears and I'll feel weak and will need someone and...I'll slowly return to a steady mood.
I just....wonder how long I can stay here...if I can...if I'll be noticed...if..if anyone can relate...
I'm hurting here...and I don't know why...
Second place never let me in...
I..don't know if I have BPD. I can't find out because I'm never accepted anywhere...it's been a few months since I've seen my Nurse Practitioner, who diagnosed me with a depression/anxiety disorder. I'm on Prozac, but all it did was cure the "anxiety", made me a calmer person...
I'm just...I'm suffering here. So many triggers, I swing. Swing. Swing. SWING. The mood changes, swings, they HURT. They make me fold into myself, and maybe I'll feel my eyes swell up with tears and I'll feel weak and will need someone and...I'll slowly return to a steady mood.
I just....wonder how long I can stay here...if I can...if I'll be noticed...if..if anyone can relate...
I'm hurting here...and I don't know why...



