I have a tendency to avoid drama. I hate to be upset and would rather have fun. Sometimes though, it gets me into trouble because when I am upset about
something I will leave it. Like if someone is not being considerate of my feelings, I will leave the relationship. But, then I always will go back to it later.
But, when I was younger I was known to do a lot of partying to avoid how unhappy my life was. That is why I like to be around people who like to have fun, because when I sit all by myself I realize how unhappy I really am.
I find that sometimes I am not strong enough to handle it emotionally at the moment. And, when I leave it kinda gives me a mental break. It kinda lets my mind heal. That way I am able to handle whatever it is by the time I go back.
Yeah, I usually tell people when they hurt my feelings. But, I always have done so. But, a lot of times when I try to tell someone how I am feeling they misunderstand what I am trying to say, so I just give up. Then I still feel upset about whatever it was and feel depressed and hopeless.
But, when I was younger I was known to do a lot of partying to avoid how unhappy my life was. That is why I like to be around people who like to have fun, because when I sit all by myself I realize how unhappy I really am.
I find that sometimes I am not strong enough to handle it emotionally at the moment. And, when I leave it kinda gives me a mental break. It kinda lets my mind heal. That way I am able to handle whatever it is by the time I go back.
Yeah, I usually tell people when they hurt my feelings. But, I always have done so. But, a lot of times when I try to tell someone how I am feeling they misunderstand what I am trying to say, so I just give up. Then I still feel upset about whatever it was and feel depressed and hopeless.
