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goodgirl	wanna say hello	#141	[-]
Posts: 13 (01/21/09 01:54:40) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi My name is Marlene. Born in Trenton Ontario Canada Now live in same vicinity Eyes: hazel Hair: reddish blonde Height: 5'7" Right Handed Heritage: Parents immigrated to Canada by plane from their birthplace, Holland Have 2 children ages 22 and 18 Weakness: grandson Most missed memory: when my children were little Number of things i regret in my past: many things that weigh heavily How long have i known i have bpd: was diagnosed with DID years ago, recently with BPD. have not started therapy but yesterday made apt to start. must wait till april 30th for first appt. cut myself 3 days ago. i know my thought processes are not right, and am thankful for this site. Helps me to feel more human, rather than just completely crazy. Call myself "crazylady" and sometimes take my "crazylady" pills Love to laugh, have fun and i think i have a good sense of humour, despite my very dark and morbid (crippled) side that most aquaintences and even close friends don't know about. Have been married for 24 yrs and my husband has kept me alive and out of jail/hospitals numorous times. Love dogs and horses, the outdoors and my flower garden. Am thankful for this website, can read and learn through all of your postings. Take care all
gypsy		#142	[-]
Posts: 593 (01/21/09 17:31:11) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Welcome to everyone new. Its lovely to read your profiles and get to know you. I hope you find this site as useful as I have, Ive found it to be so good in so many ways, its reassured me Im not alone with these thoughts n feelings I have, its helped me to reconnect with people, I have learnt from others and hopefully have helped others... its a great site.. gypsy "The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes." Marcel Proust
bpder		#143	[-]
Posts: 4 (01/21/09 22:13:41) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: sarah Gender: Female Age: 43 Birthday: May 26th Birthplace: Louisiana US Current Location/hometown: in the mountains outside of Denver Colorado Eye Color: blue Hair Color: Blonde turned dark blonde turned light blond and lighter blond., lorell number 8 Height: 5'6" Your Weakness: emotional explosions and mood rollercoasters Your Perfect Pizza: Deep dish, spinach, artichoke, mushroom Your favorite type of music: Classical, rock, meditation, Goal You Would Like To Achieve: peace, normal reactions to anger and sadness Thoughts First Waking Up: When will I lose it today Your Bedtime: go to bed around 9 but lie there and daydream for another hour Your Most Missed Memory: my childhood and several years in my children's lives Number of things in my Past I Regret: making my children scared of me with self harm and anorexia Why are you here: To know I am not alone, that someone else has wrestled these demons How long have you known you have BPD: 6 hellish years What stage of recovery are you in: Somedays I feel close to normal, many days I struggle with invasive thoughts and when I act out I struggle with death thougths. Since the incest memories started I have lost my children, my husband, my home, my money, my stability and my hope. But slowly I am getting more stable, I haven't been in the hospital in a year and I am holding down a job.
gypsy		#144	[-]
Posts: 608 (01/25/09 16:59:34) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Hi Sarah, it sounds like you have been a helluva lot ((((hugs)))). Im real glad to hear you are slowly getting more stable and impressed you are holding down a job. I cant do that as yet... Welcome to this site gypsy "The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes." Marcel Proust
gypsy		#145	[-]
Posts: 609 (01/25/09 17:00:49) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	oops I should read my posts before I post em. Meant to say "you have been through a helluva lot".... "The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes." Marcel Proust
bpder	Thanks for the encouragement	#146	[-]
Posts: 5 (01/26/09 23:38:58) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Thanks for the kind words it so nice to be sympathized with rather than being called demon possessed. Sarah
sanityslippingaway		#147	[-]
Posts: 17 (02/12/09 22:07:28) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: Michelle (Chelle for short) Gender: Female Age: 39 Birthday: September 4th Birthplace: Cheverly, MD Current Location: Baltimore, MD Eye Color: Dark Brown Hair Color: Dark Auburn Height: 5'2" Right/Left handed: Lefty Heritage: French, Irish, German, Navajo Weakness: impatience, stress and kittens. Your Perfect Pizza: Chicken ranch or Hawaiian Favorite Type of Music: I'm pretty eclectic when it comes to music. Mostly Indie, though. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getting a job-first and foremost. Finding a good therapist. Thoughts First Waking Up: Already? Your Bedtime: I try to go to bed at least by midnight, but lately I've been having insomnia. Your Most Missed Memory: Childhood. Number of Regrets: Not being strong enough to hold my marriage together. How long have you known you've had BPD?: I was diagnosed in my early twenties, but my doctor didn't know how to treat it so up until now, I've been living with it. What stage of recovery are you in?: self help at the moment because i don't have insurance. I know I need to find a way to get past it and I am quite certain I could benefit from therapy because a lot of inner demons are resurfacing and I don't like it one single bit.
spliitonline	Hey Everyone!	#148	[-]
Posts: 1 (02/13/09 15:47:05) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: Stephanie Gender: Female Age: 20 Birthplace: US Current Location/hometown: US Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: brunette Your Weakness: perfectionism Your Perfect Pizza: cheese Your favorite type of music: hip hop,R&B,metal,pop,alternative..really getting into the French Electro scene Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: many.. Thoughts First Waking Up: what should do first? Your Bedtime: around 10pm-ish Your Most Missed Memory: some people I idealized.. Number of things in my Past I Regret: some mistakes I made,knowing it was the wrong way to go..but overall it's been a adventure Why are you here: because I want to connect with other BPDs and give&take advice so we can grow together..I also find BPD fascinating and want to understand it more How long have you known you have BPD: 4 years What stage of recovery are you in: going to a therapist once a week,reading books,taking some supplements...I would say I'm stabilizing at a right that I choose. Also,I am writing a blog with free advice,links,resources,and overall helpful info for those of you recovering from BPD.. Please check it out and subscribe,comment,get involved: http://spliit.wordpress.com
erin		#149	[-]
Posts: 46 (02/28/09 01:50:25) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: Erin Age: 19 Birthday: April 30 Birthplace: Kempsey, Australia Current Location/hometown: Bathurst, Australia Eye Color: Almost black Hair Color: Browny Red Height: 164cm Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German , Irish , Celtic Your Weakness: Cheezels Your favorite type of music: I love anything with a good beat, i love musicals and i love listening to the piano Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Be able to get bak to my old confident care-free self i lost years ago Thoughts First Waking Up: What a teerrible nightmare Your Bedtime: Usually really late Your Most Missed Memory: My dear poppy telling me how he will have to chase all the boys off with sticks when im older.. I miss him.. Number of things in my Past I Regret: OMG alot of stuff. Why are you here: To meet new people with BPD, so i can be honest without being judged and know i'm not alone,. How long have you known you have BPD: 4 and a half years What stage of recovery are you in: I was in a very good spot, and thought I was well on my way until a couple weeks ago. All this massive change is making me want to run and hide in a hole. I'm thinking i might commit myself to the mental hospital for a while. I feel so broken.. My Blog: A wilted Rose (a day in the life of a borderline.) http://ezarose.blogspot.com/ I try to post to my blog everyday .. U can also comment on my blog by clicking on the comments link under each post... Erin
Vikkkki	ITS ME	#150	[-]
Posts: 1 (02/28/09 21:07:32) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	already I feel rejected.
Vikkkki		#151	[-]
Posts: 2 (02/28/09 21:29:23) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: Vikki Gender: Female Age: 43 Birthplace: Texas Current Location/hometown: Indianapolis Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Changes almost as often as my mood...naturally dirty dishwater blonde...I think Your Weakness: too numerous to post Your Perfect Pizza: hamburger, onion, black olive, mushroom Your favorite type of music: anything with killer lyrics...simon and garfunkle, billy joel, rod stewart, elton john, butthole surfers, weazer Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: pick a mood and keep it for a day Thoughts First Waking Up: what time is it...oh poop...it's only been 15 min since the last time I checked Your Bedtime: around Midnite until I finally doze off Your Most Missed Memory: My oldest daughters childhood Why are you here: To know it's not just me and see how other people deal with this crazy little thing called life How long have you known you have BPD: 7really crazy days What stage of recovery are you in: so new I'm still realing with the knowledge...OMG...I am not alone.
gypsy		#152	[-]
Posts: 752 (03/01/09 17:38:52) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Nice to see some new "faces" around here. Sorry you have this hell mission called BPD but I hope you get something out of this site and dont feel so alone. gypsy "The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes." Marcel Proust
bogartmel		#153	[-]
Posts: 1 (03/12/09 15:11:51) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: melany Gender: Female Age: 36 Birthday: Sept 25 Birthplace: NY Current Location/hometown: NC Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Height: 5'6 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: German Your Weakness: way too impulsive Your Perfect Pizza: pepperoniYour favorite type of music: rock Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a job Thoughts First Waking Up: What day is this? Do I have to work? Am I late? Your Bedtime: 10 pm Your Most Missed Memory: Christmases at grandmas Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count How long have you known you have BPD: was dx with bpd at the age of 22 and bipolar at 28 What stage of recovery are you in: stage? I didn't know there were stages
just me.openbpd		#154	[-]
Posts: 3 (03/26/09 16:51:53) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: Debi Gender: Female Age: 40 Birthday: Nov 7...Scorpio Birthplace: Texas, born and raised Current Location/hometown: Oregon Eye Color: brown Hair Color: reddish-brown Height: 5'2 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: mixed...Irish, German, English, Native American...... Your Weakness: impulsive and needy Your Perfect Pizza: cheeseburger with jalapeno Your favorite type of music: I love music...classical, metal, rock, hip hop, you name it Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Figuring out exactly WHO I am and what I want. Thoughts First Waking Up: What time is it? Your Bedtime: whenever Your Most Missed Memory: my maternal grandma Number of things in my Past I Regret: so many How long have you known you have BPD: about 3 months now What stage of recovery are you in: Hey, I just get by day to day
Piecesofserenity	who B U	#155	[-]
Posts: 1 (03/29/09 20:30:14) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Age: 26 Birthday: February 18th Birthplace: Baltimore, Maryland Current Location/hometown: Atlanta, Georgia Eye Color: dark brown Hair Color: Black Height: 5'9 Right Handed or Left Handed: Right Your Heritage: Confused Your Weakness: love Your Perfect Pizza: Not a big pizza eater Your favorite type of music: Depends on what mood I'm in? Pop, R & B, Rock depends Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Actually finish something Istart besides school and get a real job Thoughts First Waking Up: Another freaking day, Why Your Bedtime: Usually around 1230 or 1 Your Most Missed Memory: I have no clue, can barely remember last week Number of things in my Past I Regret: OMG most things ... I guess the biggest would be dropping out of pre-med school. Why are you here: To meet new people with BPD and to stop trying to wish my BDP away and accept it. How long have you known you have BPD: 6 years What stage of recovery are you in: I wouldn't say I am in recovery at this point. I don't know where I really am. I just begin to accept the fact that I actually have BPD.
poppicsgirl		#156	[-]
Posts: 1 (04/10/09 21:51:10) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: Nicole Age:26 Birthday: July 19th Birthplace: Torrance, CA Current Location/hometown: Copperas Cove, TX Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Blonde Height: 5'7" Right Handed or Left Handed: righty Your Heritage: I am a mixture of alot of european backgrounds, mostly scottish and english Your Weakness: sweets and caffeine Your Perfect Pizza: papa john's hawaiian bbq chicken Your favorite type of music:very eclectic taste in music. I like just about everything. Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to be more functional Thoughts First Waking Up: where is the snooze button? Your Bedtime: when I get time Your Most Missed Memory:laughing with my sisters Number of things in my Past I Regret: lots of mistakes, but only one real regret. Why are you here? to make friends and learn about others with BPD How long have you known you have BPD? 5mos What stage of recovery are you in? just started therapy a couple months ago and trying to figure out what it really means to have BPD
gklimt	About me	#157	[-]
Posts: 3 (04/14/09 17:54:09) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Name: Scott Age:43 Birthday: Aug. 19 Birthplace: Tryon, NC Current Location/hometown: Nashville, TN Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Brown Height: 5'11" Right Handed or Left Handed: righty Your Heritage: I am French-Irish Your Weakness: thrift stores Your Perfect Pizza: everything with anchovies Your favorite type of music: It's easier to tell you what type of music I don't like - that would be rap, thrasher death metal, and twangy country Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: lose 25 lbs. Thoughts First Waking Up: Wow, that was a really great dream (I love to dream!) Your Bedtime: 9:30p to 10:00p Your Most Missed Memory: my brother Number of things in my Past I Regret: Why are you here? to make friends and learn about others with BPD How long have you known you have BPD? 1.5 yrs What stage of recovery are you in? My recovery is still in it's infancy. I have a long way to go, and a lot of work to do.
dramaq		#158	[-]
Posts: 1 (04/24/09 01:57:14) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	You can call me DQ, female, 45, single, no kids, no real job (do a lot of volunteering)... clearly have borderline personality disorder, though I've been repeatedly diagnosed as bipolar instead, with side orders of crippling anxiety and chronic depression (I wish those were my biggest problems, frankly.) I'm here hoping to find some optimism and new ideas. And a laugh or two. I'm Canadian, I don't eat pizza, I've been living alone except for my cat (albeit the Best Cat on the Planet) since my marriage crashed and burned in ugly fashion a couple years ago, struggling, surviving, grateful for what I have, just not coping or functioning at much above minimum levels for a while now. Wow, bet I just cheered ya all up immensely! Heh. Anyway, hello.
gemz666		#159	[-]
Posts: 4 (04/24/09 13:42:13) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	hiya Name: Gemma Age:20 Birthday: Dec 19th Birthplace: london, uk Current Location/hometown: suffolk, uk Eye Color: bluey green Hair Color: Brown Height: 5 ft 1 Right Handed or Left Handed: righty Your Heritage: I am british Your Weakness: chocolate Your Perfect Pizza: dominos mighty meaty Your favorite type of music: bit of everyfin Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get a great job and move on with my life Thoughts First Waking Up: great, what will today bring..... Your Bedtime: never before 11.30 normally Your Most Missed Memory: seein my nan Number of things in my Past I Regret: oh god theres so many Why are you here? to make friends and talk to people who understand me and get and receive help How long have you known you have BPD? since nov 08 What stage of recovery are you in? I dont feel like im recovering atall, feel like this pain is never ending and am struggling to carry on.
heavy heart		#160	[-]
Posts: 50 (04/25/09 21:01:09) Reply Quote More My Recent Posts Message Me Connection Blocking Invite Ignore User's Posts Report Post	Guess I could've done this a little earlier, I've been here for a bit now, lol, but oh well, here goes... Age: 21 Birthday: May 27th Birthplace: PA Current Location/hometown: PA Eye Color: Dark brown Hair Color: Light reddish-brown Height: 5'5" Right Handed or Left Handed: Both Your Heritage: Mixed: German, Irish, Hungarian, Native American, Pennsylvanian Dutch, etc. Your Weakness: LOVE, animals, and babies Your Perfect Pizza: Plain cheese, I'm a vegetarian Your favorite type of music: Classical, punk rock, and anything with meaning and passion, was always obsessed with Counting Crows Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: I don't really set goals for myself Thoughts First Waking Up: "Ouch" (my Fibro's terrible in the morning) Your Bedtime: Whenever I get sleepy Your Most Missed Memory: Every one with my grandfather and my old dog Thunder. RIP Number of things in my Past I Regret: I actually don't believe in regret Why are you here: To meet people who understand, to be listened to, and to listen to others as well How long have you known you have BPD: I knew I've had it for a long time, was only officially diagnosed last year, going to therapy now for it What stage of recovery are you in: I'm not recovering in any way yet. I'm in a bad place right now and very confused.

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