No Way Out

feeds@yuku.com (dunamez) — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 09:29:46 GMT

Feel terrible today, was doing fine or maybe I wasn't and i'm such a good fake these days I've got myself fooled
Lonely beyond what I though possible, all I have in the world are my kids, everyone else lets me down or I let them down.
I don't even think I know how to be happy anymore, the cutting has to be more and more violent to achieve the results I used to get from a few scratches.
What am I looking for? I used to think it was love and now I know that...

i need someone to relate to

feeds@yuku.com (Kat21) — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 10:39:54 GMT

so im 21 years old and recently moved back in with my parents. i dropped out of school 3 times and have never held a job for more than 2 months. i feel like a worthless piece of sh*t. my dad and mom came in my room at 8:30 saying its time to get up!! PLEASE GET UP. and they gave me a list of things to do today. i know i cant do anything right now. i popped a xanax hopefully that will make me feel better but i HATE taking medication. im at the f*ck it point. today my mom yelled "youre...

I want to die.

feeds@yuku.com (Syndica) — Mon, 02 Nov 2009 01:37:56 GMT

hi,

i am so depressed and no matter how many spells i cast to protect myself nothing helps, i feel like a monster is taking me down and as i scream no one ever looks up I tried to talk to my mom but she's always busy with something else around the house, so my fate is to suffer alone which i don't mind. the medication is not working anymore. my lithum is not working anymore, i know i people here won't believe me that i want to die and i am completely nothing so they...

...what do i do?

feeds@yuku.com (whynot) — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 22:18:07 GMT

I'm 21. And yeah, I need help with a lot of things, because people do things for me instead of helping me because it's easier for them to just skip dealing with me and get it done themselves. I got approved for disability because I can't work, but I'm living in the house I grew up in being abused. I DON'T want to be here. It's toxic to be here.

Every morning I wake up, go out of my room, and see where i was thrown into a door then strangled. I go upstairs, I...

Held hostage

feeds@yuku.com (Syndica) — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 00:28:20 GMT

something bad happened to me yesterday,

i went to the doctor and a man rushes in with a gun and take 7 people hostage including myself. I wasn't scared for some reason i was mad. he pointed a gun in my face and told me i am going die, I said no you're going to die and he's loseing control. He saw my pentagram neckless and i was a devil whorshiper. i said i'm witch you fxxxx. he laughed at me so i started to 3x3 spell on him. it did work

slipped up

feeds@yuku.com (a sinking soul) — Thu, 22 Oct 2009 11:54:22 GMT

hey al, well, went on holiday to try to get away from everything, and well i was away fro like three days in wales in the uk, and the 2nd night, my mood slipped a little too mfar past what i could control. i ended up walking in the freezing rain, with just a t-shirt on trying to catch hypothermia by covering my arms and hands in cold water, and having the wind cool my body temperature until i went numb, and then wen i got bk to the tent, i had the intent, u know the bad intent, and i...

Black Death

feeds@yuku.com (Syndica) — Sat, 17 Oct 2009 03:53:11 GMT

Hi

here i am once again feeling so confused and depressed that i want to die. I feel so flat, my emotions are non existant and i feel like such a machine doing nothing in life. I can't seem to get my ass in gear to work on my 3d and singing but my heart is not even in it, more i try it's more then i fail. I feel so dead inside it's like a virus that feeds off on my soul. I wish i could have my life back but it seems so far away and so far to reach and grab something...

I need some advice!

feeds@yuku.com (lyssa13) — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 14:49:37 GMT

I need advice.

My boyfriend and I have been having some problems.. He told me lastnight that he is very confused and he isn't sure if he wants to be with the same person for the rest of his life. He said he might want to be single again, experience other girls. Yeah, this hurts a lot.. But I am trying to be strong and think positively. I don't know what to do. I need some advice, please. We live together and we've been dating for a little over 7 months.. Time...

I am going Insane

feeds@yuku.com (Syndica) — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 03:54:27 GMT

hi,

I am having so many problems and I am comeply scared. I am so depressed I want to die, and all these new medications i have been on not helping me much. I feel so sad and don't know what to do anymore in my life, things i used to love to do i have to desire to carry them out. I seem to have no feelings and just no emotion to others. I feel like a zombie, i am taking lithium for my bipolar type 1, but it doesn't cure my BPD. I am scared i will hurt myself again, i almost...

A Sick Obsession.

feeds@yuku.com (EvelynKaye) — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 23:59:26 GMT

I have never, ever told someone this before. Im too scared to tell my friends and family, and I dont know if its illegal or anything either...
Basically, I began to lie about someone about two years ago.. make them up, I guess you could say.
I then ended all of that and was really glad for that, but then someone added on f--e-ook, the person(ality?) that I'd thought Id gotten rid of. Out of just casualness we began to talk, then I established "proof" of this...

R.I.P. Darrion Albert...I don't understand

feeds@yuku.com (LostInTransition) — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 15:47:58 GMT

Last night I saw the video footage of Darrion Albert, a 16 yr old Chicago boy, being beat to death. I watched it over and over again, I didn't understand what I was watching. And then all I could do was cry. It was beyond disturbing. What is wrong with people? How could those other boys be so cold, so dark inside to completely disregard his life? They hit him with boards, punched and kicked him and stomped on his head. They beat him to death!!!! And yet this happens all the time. How...

Mackenzie Phillips story...I am disturbed...

feeds@yuku.com (LostInTransition) — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 15:19:10 GMT

Has anyone heard about this? She was Julie on One Day at a Time (I think that was the name of the show) and her father was the leader of the Mamas and the Papas. She has come out about a "sexual affair" she had with her father for 10 years. She said that the first time, well that she knows of, she woke up from a blackout from drugs to her father raping her, then she blacked out before it ended. She said she knows there will be backlash for this because she knew better since she was...

What it was like to die.

feeds@yuku.com (Syndica) — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 03:36:19 GMT

i have a story to tell of u, what it's like to die.

I was having great fun and dyed my hair but 4 hours my face starts so swell up to the point i couldn't breathe or even see with my eye's swelled up too. I could hear them there was doctors and nurses all around me and one of the doctor said they have to put a tube down my throat i knew i was going to die i could feel it. it was i was the center of the storm, and i felt warm and safe with out a care in the world. I...

I need comfort..

feeds@yuku.com (lauren) — Wed, 30 Sep 2009 17:39:31 GMT

Today I went to a local behavioral clinic to find some medication. That's not the point of this post. The point is I was there for hours and this guy asks me all these questions about my past and of course I had to bring up being raped.....I'm not gonna get into all the details. And as I'm telling him all this information I um am having all these flashbacks of horrible things I don't want to remember. All these times in my life I've tried to forget and here I am bringing...

feeling weird and guilty...long and ridiculous...

feeds@yuku.com (LostInTransition) — Fri, 25 Sep 2009 12:38:42 GMT

So as of late I've been feeling pretty strong, and I am SO SO SO SO SOOOO grateful for it. It's strange how this has followed a pretty big crash. BF and I have been getting along great ever since oh Saturday or Sunday and we are both happy about this. However it's also discouraging because we are wondering why it's taken so long, good times really reflect how long things have been bad. Anyways, I've still been...

Over the last 2 days I have written this 3 times and deleted it instead of posting. Hopefully I will be able to click post this time.

feeds@yuku.com (outback) — Wed, 16 Sep 2009 13:07:50 GMT

Life has gotten really stressful. Finances still stink. My mother-in-law that lives with us had to be taken to the ER at 2AM Monday I did not get to work till 9 and my boss had a fit. She gets to come home this afternoon. As most of you know I work for a family business and there are 3 members of the family active in the business. They are not professional about their tempers. Usually I end up the victim even though it was one of the other family members who set them off in the first...

someone, please help me.

feeds@yuku.com (lyssa13) — Sat, 12 Sep 2009 19:22:19 GMT

i'm home alone and i'm starting to feel horrible. i have no coping methods, i have nothing. i cling to my boyfriend, and that's about all i know. i need someone who understands..i need a friend to talk to who knows exactly what i am feeling. i can't do this if i'm alone, i just can't. i feel like a freak and i'm tired of trying to calm myself down. i get in these moods for the stupidest reasons.. i am almost embarrassed to admit the reason this time, so i...

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So Tired

i really need help

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